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A Place Nearby lene marlin
I entered the room Sat by your bed all through the night I watched your daily fight I hardly knew The pain was almost more than I could bear And still I hear Your last words to me. Heaven is a place nearby So I won't be so far away. And if you try and look for me Maybe you'll find me someday. Heaven is a place nearby So there's no need to say goodbye I wanna ask you not to cry I'll always be by your side. You just faded away You spread your wings you had flown Away to something unknown Wish I could bring you back. You're always on my mind About to tear myself apart. You have your special place in my heart. Always heaven is a place nearby So I won't be so far away. And if you try and look for me Maybe you'll find me someday. Heaven is a place nearby So there's no need to say goodbye I wanna ask you not to cry I'll always be by your side. And even when I go to sleep I still can hear your voice And those words I never will forget angel wished upon a star at 11:02 23 December 2003
heyy..feeling betta now..i shld have known..baths always do the trick for me :)))below is a song i thot of just now..it's veh nice..or at least i like it :))) like the tune..
Never Gonna Leave Your Side daniel bedingfield I feel like a song without the words A man without a soul A bird without its wings A heart without a home I feel like a knight without a sword The sky without the sun cos you are the one I feel like a ship beneath the waves A child that lost its way A door without a key A face without a name I feel like a breath without the air And every day's the same since you've gone away I gotta have a reason to wake up in the morning You used to be the one that put a smile on my face There are no words that can describe how I miss you and I miss you everyday yeah and I'm never gonna leave your side and I'm never gonna leave your side again still holding on girl I won't let you go cos when I'm lying in your arms I know I'm home They tell me that a man can lose his mind Living in the pain Recalling times gone by Crying in the rain You know I've wasted half the time And I'm on my knees again 'till you come to me yeah I gotta have a reason to wake up in the morning You used to be the one that put a smile on my face There are no words that can describe how I miss you and I miss you everyday yeah and I'm never gonna leave your side and I'm never gonna leave your side again still holding on girl I won't let you go I lay my head against your heart I know I'm home and I'm never gonna leave your side and I'm never gonna leave your side again still holding on girl I won't let you go cos when I'm lying in your arms I know I'm home oh wells.. :))) angel wished upon a star at 18:06
feeling damn down now..dunno y lah.. just veh down..was in sch for the band performance today..so stupid..get all the stands evryth reddy just to play 2 christmas songs..*sighs* but then sec one orientation camp'll have more songs to play..was feeling very alright in the morning..dunno what got into me n i hate this sickly feeling..my muscles seem to have lost control of itself so i'm just frowning away..*sighs* i dunno how to explain how i'm feeling..it's like..all ard me is dark..like..yeah dark u noe b4 a rain? but the house is practically lit up so tt malaysia can see us..*sigh* can u imagine if i lived in a bungalow..i'd feel even "hollower" coz at least i feel more compact..as in evryone is just metres frm each other..now the hse snds so small..*sighs*depressing mann..i dunno what is..ARGH!! what is wrong with me..dun even feel like speaking..not feeling happy like i like myself to be and like i used to be..aiyah..tsk..evryth just seems outta place..my heart's probably hid itself up so evryth got hay wire? i seriously dunno lah..tsk..*sighs* *frowns* my mouth is clamped shut now..just dun feel like putting tt xtra puny effort to just open it for a second..oh star? i so did not say u were showing off..*sighs* it was she herself who said it lorh..aiyah..*sighs* shall let u read smses she sent me nxt time..afterall she didn't say i cldn't show u yeah?*smiles slightly* woah!!grt improvement mann..at least i bothered to smile..*smiles* oh wells..gd work star even tho u dunno tt u actually helped..*sighs*how darned lame can i get..*sighs* sorry hor..but i just cant help sighing the whole way thru..feeling sighful u c..*nods sorrowfully* see? i'm feeling THIS bad lorh..i just want to stare into space..it feels very relaxing..but then..my head gets clouded with weird thots..i dun even noe wad they're abt..*sighs*sigh sigh sigh val..cant stop sighing..just start singing!!!! like wadeva val?!?!?! sigh says val.."it's when things r at their darkest tt u shine ur brightest" joelle's nick..i just wna flop down on my bed n stay there forever not giving a damn to anyth..letting bugs crawl over me n shit on me wadeva they pls and rot into the mattress so tt mum will eventually find a stinking femalecorpse there with pieces of bug shit stuck to her..oh wells..can u tell how down i am now? i just dunno why..perhaps i'm going insane..but frm what i relleh dunno lah.. val's starting to talk to herself, first sign of falling into the traps of the crazy spirits..now she's starting to actually hallucinate..thinking there're crazy spirits?!she's relleh going bonkers..hey val dun go bonkers..i mean um..dun go bonkers? i mean..sigh..i noe u're starting to regret u evr started to read this entry n cant wait for it to end..u're probably alrd gone frm this crappy entry but heyy..does val givadamn? no! of coz val doesn't givadamn do u val? see i told u she didnt givadamn..u just wldn't listen wld u? sigh says val..i have gone more bonkers than any creature dead or alive..sigh says val..what? oh u'd rather me say *sighs*? ok val will say *sighs* how abt another huh? *sighs*. *sighs* now this was a genuine sigh..seriously..pple who've gone crazy dun always tell lies kayy..as in they crap a lot lah but tt doesn't mean they always crap..right val? of coz val agrees..for this is val asking val..VAL!! have u lost ur marbles?!*imitates phua chu kang* stop going off ur rocker will u?? if u evr relleh go crazy it serves u right left n centre!*sighs* gtg now..might not be back bye then huh? i hate myself..i mean i hate this crazy val who's making the normal val so upset n worried n frustrated n depressed n sad n evryth..oh wells..but i love u all..*hugs tightly n longly*
angel wished upon a star at 17:00 21 December 2003
Here In My Heart plus one
Wherever you are tonight girl I'll see you in my dreams Wherever I go tomorrow You'll be here next to me And though we are a world apart I know you'll never be that far 'Cause here in my heart There's a picture of us Together forever Unfaded and unbroken Wherever you are Your love covers me Forever more you'll be Here in my heart Whenever I miss you so much It's more than I can bear Now I won't cry, I'll just close my eyes And know you'll be there Your kiss and your touch I'll never forget 'Cause you're as close As my very next breath 'Cause here in my heart There's a picture of us Together forever Unfaded and unbroken Wherever you are Your love covers me Forever more you'll be Here in my heart And though we are a world apart I know you'll never be that far 'Cause here in my heart There's a picture of us Together forever Unfaded and unbroken Wherever you are Your love covers me Forever more you'll be Here in my heart My heart thankees star !! :))) angel wished upon a star at 17:15 20 December 2003
*sighs* haha..went on a disney lyrics lking spree..siao right..started lking for "when u wish upon a star" n "a dream is a wish ur heart makes" when i saw more lyrics i used to love n still did..oooh! below is a pretty song..
Let Me Be Your Wings (frm thumbelina) Let me be your wings Let me be your only love Let me take you far beyond the stars Let me be your wings Let me lift you high above Everything we're dreaming of will soon be ours Anything that you desire Anything at all Everyday I'll take you higher And I'll never let you fall Let me be your wings Leave behind the world you know For another world of wondrous things We'll see the universe And dance on Saturn's rings Fly with me and I will be your wings Anything that you desire Anything at all (Anything at all) Everyday I'll take you higher And I'll never let you fall You will be my wings (Let me be your wings) You will be my only love Get ready for another world of wondrous things (wondrous things are sure to happen) We'll see the universe And dance on Saturn's rings Heaven isn't too far Heaven is where you are Stay with me and Let me be your (You will be my) wings angel wished upon a star at 21:58
Some Day My Prince Will Come (frm snow white and the seven dwarves)
Some day my prince will come Some day we'll meet again And away to his castle we'll go To be happy forever I know Some day when spring is here We'll find our love anew And the birds will sing And wedding bells will ring Some day when my dreams come true angel wished upon a star at 21:26
Beauty And The Beast (frm the beauty and the beast)
Tale as old as time True as it can be Barely even friends Then somebody bends Unexpectedly Just a little change Small to say the least Both a little scared Neither one prepared Beauty and the Beast Ever just the same Ever a surprise Ever as before Ever just as sure As the sun will rise Tale as old as time Tune as old as song Bittersweet and strange Finding you can change Learning you were wrong Certain as the sun Rising in the east Tale as old as time Song as old as rhyme Beauty and the Beast Tale as old as time Song as old as rhyme Beauty and the Beast angel wished upon a star at 21:24
Just Around The River Bend judy kuhn (frm pocahontas)
What I love most about rivers is: You can't step in the same river twice The water's always changing, always flowing But people, I guess, can't live like that We all must pay a price To be safe, we lose our chance of ever knowing What's around the riverbend Waiting just around the riverbend I look once more Just around the riverbend Beyond the shore Where the gulls fly free Don't know what for What I dream the day might send Jut around the riverbend For me Coming for me I feel it there beyond those trees Or right behind these waterfalls Can I ignore that sound of distant drumming For a handsome sturdy husband Who builds handsome sturdy walls And never dreams that something might be coming? Just around the riverbend Just around the riverbend I look once more Just around the riverbend Beyond the shore Somewhere past the sea Don't know what for ... Why do all my dreams extend Just around the riverbend? Just around the riverbend ... Should I choose the smoothest curve Steady as the beating drum? Should I marry Kocoum? Is all my dreaming at an end? Or do you still wait for me, Dream Giver Just around the riverbend? angel wished upon a star at 21:23
A Dream Is A Wish Your Heart Makes ilene woods (frm cinderella)
A dream is a wish your heart makes When you're fast asleep In dreams you lose your heartaches Whatever you wish for, you keep Have faith in your dreams and someday Your rainbow will come smiling thru No matter how your heart is grieving If you keep on believing the dream that you wish will come true angel wished upon a star at 21:16
When You Wish Upon A Star cliff edwards (frm pinocchio)
When you wish upon a star Makes no difference who you are Anything your heart desires Will come to you If your heart is in your dream No request is too extreme When you wish upon a star As dreamers do Fate is kind She brings to those to love The sweet fulfillment of Their secret longing Like a bolt out of the blue Fate steps in and sees you through When you wish upon a star Your dreams come true angel wished upon a star at 21:14 19 December 2003
heyy..aiyah was ok today lahh..not much..first went down to OG to change the size of this polo shirt mum bought for dad ystd..then went down to the super ulu OP place to change me wallet to sth else..then went to heeren to get joyce's n jeffrey's n jessica's christmas pressies.. mm hm.. it's 1822hrs now but snuffy hasn't gone home yet. aunty ailan's coming later..coz she's decorating the christmas tree in her church..we let snuffy sleep on the bed last night..she was veh guai..n muahahas..she nvr had a chance to lick my face..tt stinky dog..ohwells.. :)) so we're gna pass em their pressies this sunday..at granduncle's bday dinner..mmhm..oh n star, i 've had my vaccine alrd :D when the 1st or 2nd batch came..coz my uncle's a doctor *nods* so we got it first. not tt we're ks lah.. :))) i had my ears pierced there too..or rather whenever i went to the doctor i went to his clinic:)) n he's relleh nice..he doesn't take our money..so we givem extra nice pressies during their fam's bdays n during christmas *nods*. can u imagine? he has 10 sibling altogether out of which seven has families..how much money wld tt be.. *nods* n u noe what? dogs respond to catnip!! the same way cats do! interesting right..i thot onli cats responded..we tried it on snuffy last night..hehs..my last cat button didnt relleh respond to catnip but mum's last cat jerry did. be back soon i hope? yep..going fer dinner..*stomach growls* whoopsies *grins* hehs..'ll be back soon..
angel wished upon a star at 18:33 18 December 2003
the row's over..yay..ohwells..*sighs*i dunno what to say..*frowns* i miss..sch? um..yeah..i miss sch..i DETEST tuition..bleahh..n um..i dunno what to say nemores..started out a happy day huh..but wonder how it'll end..oh yahh!!tmr's a day to lk forward to i hope :D coz we're going out to shop n yes i am a species of human called "woman" mm hm..only the younger type :DD lols..coz my elder sis being the sweet person she is, decided to get us a pressie..we weren't there today when she went so we're going tmr *nods* coz her A's r over n she's applying to be a relief tcher in st nix :)) yep. so i'll probably have to greet her or BOW to her if she happens to get allocated to my class IF she gets employed [?] *nods* treasure the time now dont wait til it has become the past before you treasure it.. dun ask me y i'm saying this. i dunno y.. it just occured to me..it seems so easy to say it..but when it comes to doing it..i mean u dun think to urself "i've got to treasure this" or "i've got to treasure tt" every day of ur life..yeah.. but it really becomes a regret when one day u really lose sth u didnt treasure..a heavy thing on ur heart it is, this awful thing called regret.. n u simply cant remove it easily.. *nods* awful.. snuffy's going home tmr.. no regrets abt tt *grins* she may be a sweet bundle of fur but hey, she's a bundle of trouble as well! not to mention a really really big one.. i'll tell u y. in the morning, she's to have a walk so tt she'll shit. when she comes back up, wash her feet with soap and water. blow dry her feet. clean her face with the RED cloth. now, her breakfast is to be a slice of light cheese and her dog food. afterwhich her mouth is to be cleaned with the BLUE cloth. if she asks for food in the afternoon during lunch, she may be given a hard-boiled egg and ONLY the egg yolk will be given to her. no egg whites. again, wipe her mouth with her BLUE cloth. if she pees, clean her there with a piece of wet tissue and a piece of dry tissue. change the newspaper she peed on. oh n did i mention? she has this walking bag which has a water bottle(she drinks frm this), a packet of wet tissue n many thick toilet paper. *nods* at night she is to wear her pyjamas, tucked in her bed(a small piece of mattress)and covered with her green blanket. she will then sleep til ard um.. 8+ before she comes scrabbling on the bed n starts licking ur face if some evil person carries her onto the bed :)). she cant jump onto sofas and beds..how stupid is tt when she prances n jumps ard u butt-high when u return frm outside? n she is afraid of her eating bowl..seriously!! so we'll have to feed her with her own spoon n fork..she's absolutely terrified of her bowl..dun ask me y..she's just afraid of bowls..my elder sis's frd's dog (whoa..tt's far) is afraid of all kinds of remote controls n the camera..gdness noes y..so snuffy will not eat unless u feed her. i dun get tt kindaf treatment n a mere dog does!! maybe i'll pretend to be terrified of bowls during tmr's lunch n for every meal after tt..*grins* crazy..i'm not tt lazy lahh.. :)))) lols..i started saying i didnt noe what to write n ended up with this whole load of crap..*sighs* hey star, the phone call was rubbish just now..sister was jumping all over me asking me who it was n shouting gdness noes what..lols..haha..i bet u cld hear me screaming for her to get off at the end..well i was telling..ok shouting for her to shut up the whole way thru..i practically went to every rm while she clung onto me..*sighs*tt's all then, angel signs off for now *grins* me lervs ohll mee deeries n geevs ohll mee deerees beeg haagz n lohds off mooaxers :D( so the entry did end happy.. :))
angel wished upon a star at 20:20
there was a row at home..*sighs*i hate rows.. :((
angel wished upon a star at 19:21
hello..(((:happy happy happy today..except while doing tuition hw..bleahh..
Vanished from my life, i thought love had Appearing again in you, it certainly did Let you be my last love Even if you were not my first Read only the first letters In it you'll find this special angel Engraved deeply in me heart real sweet of u star((: now me's an angel.. :D *sighs n beams* snuffy has been trying to lick my face..eew..yeps.. angel wished upon a star at 11:34 17 December 2003
i'll give you the moon at night.
i'll give you the stars to light your eyes. i'll give you the sun to make one more dawn. so another day may come. i'll give you my heart and soul. i'll be there to catch you when you fall. when you ask me what i'll give to you. girl, i'll give it all. how sweet is tt :)) angel wished upon a star at 14:25
i am blogging
i am still blogging i am STILL blogging. blogging i am blogging still am i blogging STILL am i *SIGHS* angel wished upon a star at 13:53 16 December 2003
snuffy's been veh guai :))and unbelievably cute:)) mean it frm the veh bottom of my heart. anonymous was asking what love hurt most..this is our conversation:
[anonymous: wad kind of love hurt the most? me: depends lah..tt's subjective anonymous: hm? me: it depends on the person anonymous: how bout you? me: me? love doesn't hurt me.it fills me with happiness anonymous: orgh me: why this qn anonymous: i think love jus hurts me: ur love is definitely different frm mine then girl.. anonymous: huh? me: love is supposed to be happy..it's hate tt hurts me: so ur love is different frm mine me: just give up anonymous..it's not love tt hurts, it's rejection anonymous: hm me: it's not getting what u actually want anonymous: yarh u r right me: i mean the hurt is from not getting what u actually want me: i'm sure u feel happy when u love and are loved in return yes? me: so it's not love tt hurts dear anonymous: yupyupyup anonymous: u are very right anonymous: i din think bout that me: mm hm anonymous: tankutanku me: no probs me: be free to come to me when u're troubled with sth. will be there to lend a listening ear yeah? anonymous: yups] mm hm..tt was abt it..this girl..she's so in love with this other guy in her church..but the guy doesn't like her and she wont give up..and now she thinks love hurts..so i think wad i said changed her mind yes? i hope so..love is such a beautiful thing..i mean as in not just between a girl and a boy..it's abt everybody infact..ur family..frds..strangers..yeah..so i hope she will love love :D coz it is so beautiful..*sighs* angel wished upon a star at 19:25 14 December 2003
heyy dearies..snuffy's over at our hse now.. oh um lemme introduce, snuffy is aunty ailan's or so to say, mum's frd's dog.aunty ailan has gone to malaysia so we will be taking care of snuffy or who we call fyfy [sp?]til they come back:))have been in malaysia too..had a bad gastric pain the last 2 days..and we had the "gd fortune" of having to sit this cab which was so filled with smoke u had absolutely nowhere to even gasp a teeny bit of fresh air..and the stinking irony was tt there, in the front of tt cab, was a big red sign saying no smoking and tt idiotic driver was puffing on tt stinking stick!!i hate smokers!!urgh..oh n while we were waiting for a cab (which eventually was tt "die-for" smoke-filled cab..) there was this idiotic guy who sidled past the taxi stand, my sis n i were leaning on it so the collars of our shirts sortof like hung out showing the inside, not tt we did it on purpose..we're not bitchy asses..anw, tt idiot said in mandarin "i saw it!" or directly translated "wo kan dao liao!" my sis went "fcuk him!" and i was like "bluddy asshole!" i'd have kicked him if there wasn't the bar obstructing my way..fcuktard..*sigh* i'm getting seriously rude yeah..oh wells..betta stop getting worse..anw, hahas must boast abt sth, i got this edusave scholarship!! so i get this sum of money..haha..farneh right..dunno how i got it..must be sth wrong..but oh wells, who'd turn down earned money yeah?:))so gotta go to this ceremony on 3rd january at kuo chuan pri sch. :))how cool is tt.. :))gotta wear uniform. had a grt time shopping in malaysia!! got loads of clothes and stuff..but it rained everyday..we even had to run in the rain once coz we were in this shop and didn't see the rain outside so duh we didnt have an umbrella..but was fun..was giggling the whole way thru coz we had to weave thru these cars..u noe jay walking there was like taking a walk in the park..seriously madness..n the drivers are damn impatient..they honk even at traffic lights when it's red?! how idiotic is tt..but seriously, i dun see a need for traffic lights..they dun givadamn anw..lols..and pedestrian crossings are a waste of money..the air is practically clogged with dust n all those icky filthy stuff..it's a wonder the pple dun grow boils on their faces frm all tt revolting air..am DAMN glad to be back in singapore..at least i can breathe air tt doesn't give me boils and clog up my windpipes..oh wells..toodles for nows dears..gotta go for my bath..bye! love all me dearies loads of big,tight hugs and wet, slobbery kisses :DDso pucker up dears!! wahahas..siao..bye!
angel wished upon a star at 19:44
tsk..stupid person..but *sighs*..cant expect much frm the internet where everyone's free to go anywhere yeah?ohwells..
angel wished upon a star at 18:15
As Long As I Have You wang lee hom
Everything that you are And everything that you do Fills me with hope and love I want you to know that I love you Thoughts of you fill my mind And brighten up every day My dreams of a perfect love Coming true in so many ways And I know I can't be wrong To say that together we belong And think of the times We've seen each other through Tell me if the song Should ever get weary or too long That everything will calm As long as I have you Your kisses are just like sunshine Melting away the winter snow and Suddenly life awakens Reminding me you're the best woman I know And I know I can't be wrong To say that together we belong And think of the times We've seen each other through Tell me if the song Should ever get weary or too long That everything will calm As long as I have you angel wished upon a star at 16:55 04 December 2003
the below few are lyrics which i fnd i cld relate to while lking for a lyric..
angel wished upon a star at 14:58
Love Me For A Reason boyzone
Girl when you hold me How you control me You bend and you fold me And the way you please It must be easy for you To love the things that you do But just a pastime for you I could never be And I never know, girl If I should stay or go Cos the games that you play Are driving me away... Don't love me for fun, girl Let me be the one, girl Love Me For a Reason Let the reason be love Don't love me for fun, girl Let me be the one, girl Love Me For a Reason Let the reason be love Kisses and caresses Are only minor tests, babe Of love turned to stresses Between a woman and a man So if love everlasting Isn't what you're asking I'll have to pass, girl I'm proud to take a stand I can't continue guessing Because it's only messing With my pride, and my mind So write down this time to time I'm just a little old-fashioned It takes more than a physical attraction My initial reaction is Honey give me a love Not a fascimile of Don't love me for fun, girl Let me be the one, girl Love Me For a Reason Let the reason be love Don't love me for fun, girl Let me be the one, girl Love Me For a Reason Let the reason be love angel wished upon a star at 14:57
*sighs*
angel wished upon a star at 13:30
guy:
i wanna feel this world longer than time. i wanna know ur dreams and make them mine. i wanna change the world only for you. all the impossible i wanna do. girl: i wanna hold you close under the rain. i wanna kiss your smile and feel your pain. i know it's beautiful looking at you. here in the world of lies you are the truth! together: and baby everytime you touch me i become a hero i'll make you safe no matter where you are and bring you anything you ask for nothing is above me i'm shining like a candle in the dark when you tell me that you love me. guy: i wanna make you see just who i was show you the loneliness and what it does girl: you walked into my life to stop my tears everything's easy now i have you here together: and baby everytime you touch me i become a hero i'll make you safe no matter where you are and bring you anything you ask for nothing is above me i'm shining like a candle in the dark when you tell me that you love me. in a world without you (without you) i will always hunger all i need is your love to make me stronger and baby everytime you touch me i become a hero i'll make you safe no matter where you are and bring you anything you ask for nothing is above me i'm shining like a candle in the dark when you tell me that you love me. angel wished upon a star at 13:28
Before I Fall In Love coco lee
My heart says we've got something real Can I trust the way I feel Coz my heart's been fooled before Am I just seeing what I want to see Or is it true Could you really be Someone to have and hold With all my heart and soul I need to know Before I fall in love Someone who'll stay around Through all my ups and downs Pls tell me now Before I fall in love And at the point of no return So afraid of getting burned But I wanna take a chance Oh please Give me a reason to believe Say you're the one that you'll always be Someone to have and hold With all my heart and soul I need to know Before I fall in love Someone who'll stay around Through all my ups and downs Pls tell me now Before I fall in love It's been so hard for me To give my heart away But I would give my everything Just to hear you say... Someone to have and hold With all my heart and soul I need to know Before I fall in love Someone who'll stay around Through all my ups and downs So tell me now Before I fall in love angel wished upon a star at 13:18 02 December 2003
blogspot is irritating me..it goes conkers!! *pouts* saw fff's nick..feel bad noww..oh wells but i dun givadamn abt fff no more..but i still feel bluddy evil..*sighs* heyy ben.. nvr tok for few days liao hor..the fff.. nvm.. u have yet to show me ur chinese name!! when we meet online lah huh? *sighs* i miss..i dunno..i just feel empty noww..or is it my stomach tt feels empty? ahahs..not farneh..*rolls eyes and lks grim* havent been collecting stars recently..too caught up with stuff..nah..tt's an excuse..u noe the paradise i described? relleh wna go there.. the one abt the stars?guess who's the one crooning! lols..bet yer dunno coz i dunno the ans meself..care to guess? then shout it out in me's ugly shoutbox :D.wanted tagboard..but then so complicated i dun udstd..yeah yeah stupid val..anw, then i fnd shoutbox easier so shoutbox it was..yah..ben, u going a lil' crazy frm the eva contagious star-disease ah..it's a waste of time to try to star gaze in singapore..*sighs* what exactly is it u have lots to tell me, but i wont write it at ur blog coz i should kno y? i mean minus the "coz i shld noe y part"..mail me lah..or when we meet. i think i'll feel a lil' awkward if i meet u in person..ahahs..i kant think of anymore crap to blog..u noe i've been wundering who this princess person with whom u have a burning ambition to marry..remind me to ask u over msn..sounds interesting..*grins evil-ly* muahahahas.. >:D.. aiyah..veh bored alrd..takkaire dearies out there and elaine, u're one grt girl frd:D*nods* lurve yers!!
angel wished upon a star at 23:15  You're a rose: You are always daydreaming about the future and are always happy. What flower are you??? brought to you by Quizilla angel wished upon a star at 12:33 30 November 2003
Take me to paradise
Where the winged unicorns fly in the ever blue skies, Where angels/ serenade chorus, And one hears serene ringing chimes. I want to be where the grass is greener, On my side, pray not the other. I want to have fun to frolic in the sun. I want to love, and be loved in return. I want to be where there/s light. Where the light warms and not burns. I want to be where stars brightened nights And many colours the night sky churns. The paradise I know Has happiness that glows. The birds in flight and the animals play No sorrow or such just cheer and gay. I want to see the winged seraphs, The ones with the shining halo. I heard they hover in brilliance And are clad in shimmering gold. I want to see the butterflies Ever colourful, it/s soothing to the eyes. I want to feel the endlessness around I want to laugh and sing with glee not frown. I want to be where animals are friends, Where stargazing and daydreaming Brought no reprimands. Pray you tell me where I/ll find these things? I want to be where laughter adheres To my longing heart, and to my ears. I want to hear no sepulchral voices They scare me, such awful noises. I want to be where the soft breeze blows O/er the evergreen pastures. To see the pretty daffodils sway in rows, And the sunlight the morning dew captures. Take me to paradise To see the winged seraphs and the stars in the skies, The butterflies and the winged unicorns. I wish I was there and that there I was born. angel wished upon a star at 19:39
A moon peeks out from the cloud in front
And shines for all to see, I/m told. But to me the moon/s not the one To notice, tis the stars/ twinkles one should behold. The stars they shine and sparkle for all They/re much prettier than the moon. Under them I/ll admire and sprawl And by my side love songs he/ll croon. Across the sky they shimmer and glow, If one sees a shooting star be sure you’re lucky. Don/t forget your greatest wish, so That angel upon the star may grant it free. As I lay on the grass a love song rises To the sky where cupids live. Look into the lake and behold! Their reflection mesmerizes. Get a net and try to have the stars retrieved. I look on at the beauty [Come touch us!] I hear them beckon. I reach my hand out, at first a lil shaky, [Poor pretty things! They’re lonely!] I reckon. I think again, my eyebrows furrowed, Lonely not they are. there/re millions! I thought I saw an angel in a glistening shroud My heart that instance filled with brilliance. Pretty things they are of which I wish to hold Yet only looking on can I. The only way to touch the sky-bound gold, Is to kiss the world goodbye. angel wished upon a star at 19:39
Flicker,
Twinkle, Shining bright, Enhancing the beauty of the sky, As do my love beautify the world. Stars, Shimmer, Sparkle, On and on. Like the love from thee I long. Glitter, Glow, Your beauty shows That nothing compares to you. Sleep tight and behold, For a wondrous secret to unfold That dreams are made of pretty stars... angel wished upon a star at 19:33
Stars
Ah! why, because the dazzling sun Restored our Earth to joy, Have you departed, every one, And left a desert sky? All through the night, your glorious eyes Were gazing down in mine, And, with a full heart's thankful sighs, I blessed that watch divine. I was at peace, and drank your beams As they were life to me; And revelled in my changeful dreams, Like petrel on the sea. Thought followed thought, star followed star, Through boundless regions, on; While one sweet influence, near and far, Thrilled through, and proved us one! Why did the morning dawn to break So great, so pure, a spell; And scorch with fire the tranquil cheek, Where your cool radiance fell? Blood-red, he rose, and, arrow-straight, His fierce beams struck my brow; The soul of nature sprang, elate, But mine sank sad and low! My lids closed down, yet through their veil I saw him, blazing, still, And steep in gold the misty dale, And flash upon the hill. I turned me to the pillow, then, To call back night, and see Your worlds of solemn light, again, Throb with my heart, and me! It would not do--the pillow glowed, And glowed both roof and floor; And birds sang loudly in the wood, And fresh winds shook the door; The curtains waved, the wakened flies Were murmuring round my room, Imprisoned there, till I should rise, And give them leave to roam. Oh, stars, and dreams, and gentle night; Oh, night and stars, return! And hide me from the hostile light That does not warm, but burn; That drains the blood of suffering men; Drinks tears, instead of dew; Let me sleep through his blinding reign, And only wake with you! -THE END- Emily Bronte's poem: Stars i found a poem on stars!! :D angel wished upon a star at 12:06 29 November 2003
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angel wished upon a star at 20:59 28 November 2003
MY
name : valerie piercings : um..one in each ear.. tattoos : nah.. height : 160..i think?[i'm short..] shoe size : hmm 7.5 hair color: black/darkdark brown siblings : 1 older sis, 1 younger sis and 1 younger bro [tt's loads huh..] LAST movie you rented : none movie you bought : hmm cant rmbr..ooh ooh ooh! finding nemo!!*sweet.. totally dude..* xD song you listened to : Jay's ni ting de dao!! song that was stuck in your head : uh..the hills are alive..-grins crazily- my sis was watching the sound of music..((: cd you bought : david tao ultrasound i think.. cd you listened to : ahah ye hui mei[jay](: person you've called : uh i dunno.. person that's called you : tt was some time ago.. tv show you've watched : sound of music.. :D i like maria person you were thinking of : u ((: DO you have a crush on someone : maybe.. you wish you could live somewhere else : yeah.. you think about suicide : no..wadeva for you believe in online dating : duh NO. others find you attractive : uh..i dun hava clue.. you want more piercings : yeah 1 more on each of my ear.. you like cleaning : who likes cleaning ?! -faints. you like roller coasters : yeah..sortof.. ((: you write in cursive or print : print..i think? FOR OR AGAINST long distance relationships : against. using someone : against. well smtyms for ? -grins sheepishly suicide : VERY against killing people : VERY against. teenage smoking : VERY against. driving drunk : against gay/lesbian relationships : uh..perhaps..against.. soap operas : ?! HAVE YOU ever cried over a girl : no ever cried over a boy : no .. ever lied to someone : DUHH !!!!!!! ever been in a fist fight : nah ever been arrested : hahha no WHAT shampoo do you use : dove or pantene..depends on whose room i bathe in((: shoes do you wear : depends lahh..mostly track are you scared of : uh..failing stuff wadeva it may be NUMBER of times I have been in love? : haha counting kindergarten? lemme see..1..2..wahas no lahh..u guess?? of times I have had my heart broken? : i dunno.. of girls I have kissed? : qt a few? of boys I have kissed? ahah is kissing me daddy counted ?((: of girls I've slept (in a bed) with? : LOTS ! (: of boys I've slept (in a bed) with? : nahh of people I would classify as true, could trust with my life type friends : maybe ard..5 of times my name has appeared in the newspaper? : none of scars on my body? : um..1 tt i noe of.. of things in my past that I regret? : qt very many ((: DO YOU THINK YOU ARE pretty : nahh funny : no.. hot : NO!! friendly : depends..i think.. amusing : well maybe.. ugly : perhaps.. loveable : no?! caring : i guess..[?] sweet : to whom? dorky : uh..i pray not! FAVOURITE 5 letter word : stars* ((: actor/actress : can i not name??veh mah fan.. Candy : qt some..but i dun haf muchava sweet tooth((: i dun like chocs.. Cartoon : uh..spongebob((: Cereal : honeystars*((: Chewing gum : whicheva Color(s) : black gray white blue purple Color nail polish : depends.. Day of week : everydae((:but if i had to choose..sunday Least fave day : -shakes head- Flower : mostavem Jello flavor : no preference Jewelry : earrings and anklets((: Special skills/talents: i dunno..um drawing..singing[?]((: Summer/Winter : both Trampolines or swimming pools : both!:D PERSON WHO LAST. Slept in your bed : me -duh?!- Saw you cry : cant rmb. hvnt cried for some time ((: Made you cry : i cant rmb.. You went to the movies with : xiangli nicole and nicole's three frds Yelled at you : uhh..my stinky lil' bro Sent you an email : uh..choo wang HAVE YOU EVER. Said "I love you" and meant it? : yeah Gone out in public in your pajamas : nahh Kept a secret from everyone : like duhh?! Cried during a movie : mm hm Ever at anytime owned new kids on the block stuff : nahh Planned your week based on the TV Guide : no?! madness.. Been on stage : duhh yes .. Wished you were the opposite sex : nahh..at least i think so.. What time is it now? : 1541h Apples or bananas? : apples Blue or red? : blue Walmart or target? : target. Spring or Fall? : hmm..both:D What are you gonna do after you finish this? : not sure.. What was the last meal you ate? : lunch Last noise you heard? : the screech of a bus Last smell you sniffed? : smell of the rain.. Last time you went out of state/province? : cant recall. FRIENDSHIP/LOVE Do you believe in love at first sight? : uh..maybe[?] Do you want children one day & if so, how? : i guess..wadaya mean how??maybe adopt or have my own lahh Most important thing to you in a friendship is : sincerity, chemistry and trust OTHER INFO Criminal record? : haha no Do you speak any other languages? : yups. not much tho.. Last book you read : uh..the glass hse ppl Name some of your favorite things in your bedroom? : nth..no lahh..i dunno.. Thing you dislike about yourself the most : my figure and um..my skin.. Worst feeling in the world : regretful and unloved. Who you love : my family (: and friends ofcourse.MY CAT!! Who you miss : my cat.. YOU Nickname(s) : val Initials : vyhe How old do you look? : uh..i dunno.. How old do you act? uh.. i dunno.. Glasses/Contacts : both but i normally have contacts on..they r more comfy((: Braces? : no Do you have any pets? : used to..-sniffles- You get embarrassed : yeah?! What makes you happy? : seeing ppl i love being happy and when i feel peaceful ? What upsets you? : failing wad i do FINISH THE SENTENCE I Love to... draw and be peaceful and noe that my loved ones are alright oh n see animals!! I Miss... my cat and the primary skl life I Wish... that i were slim and had good skin I Hope... the world will be a better place I'm Annoyed by... ppl who annoy me..hahas.. I Am... hating the drilling sounds..and someone who loves animals!! I Want to Be... who i am, but more slim and with gd skin I Would Never... commit suicide or do anyth just for money I'd Rather... play netball than go for drills I Am Tired of... feeling..i dunno..weird? I Will Always be... there for my loved ones HAVE YOU EVER. Thought you were going to die : nahh Wanted to Run away : yeah.. Flunked a grade : nopes Skipped a grade : no..?! angel wished upon a star at 15:52  Night Sky Fairy!! You Love the sky and stars. You are mystic and beautiful. Theres something about you elegance thet is so calming. Please please vote for my quiz! Which Beautiful Amy Brown Fairy Are You? (with pretty pics) brought to you by Quizilla angel wished upon a star at 08:06  Your soul is bound to the Burning Rose: The Rapture. "I go where my heart beckons me, and I go with my head high. But sometimes, I get a need until I bleed so my heart swims above my head." The Burning Rose is associated with passion, intensity, and desire. It is governed by the god Eros and its sign is The Flame, or Physical Love. As a Burning Rose, you can get lost in the moment if you let yourself. You are a very physical person, be it in relationships, work, or play. You may be driven by your hormones sometimes, but you know it's because you have to follow your instinct. What Rose Is Your Soul Bound To? brought to you by Quizilla hm.. angel wished upon a star at 07:36 27 November 2003
youre my honeybun sugarplum
humpy-umpy-umpkin youre my Sweetie Pie youre my cuppycake gumdrops stickem-lickem lah the apple of my eye and i love you so and I want you to know that i'll always be right here and i love to sing sweet songs to you because you are so dear angel wished upon a star at 16:32  Your: Wondering eyes. Your not quite focused and your quite the day dreamer. Your a bit odd and as many say "Your head is in the clouds." What type of eyes do you have? brought to you by Quizilla angel wished upon a star at 16:13  cuddle and a kiss on the forehead - you like to be close to your special someone and feel warm, comfortable, and needed What Sign of Affection Are You? brought to you by Quizilla angel wished upon a star at 15:57  You are Greta Garbo! Stunningly beautiful and everyone loves you. Which CLASSIC Beauty Are You? brought to you by Quizilla wow.. angel wished upon a star at 15:50  Congratulations! You are a Britney! You are gorgeous just the way you are. It doesn't matter what you do or what you wear, you look good and always find a way to smile and have fun. Let people think and say what they want about you, it's a free country. Are you a Britney or a Madonna? (males & females) brought to you by Quizilla sure.. angel wished upon a star at 15:42
i just wanna flop down on my bed and ccry..it's not him..-cries- it's someone else..-sniffles-
angel wished upon a star at 13:38 26 November 2003
can u not b so sweet..-raises eyebrows- ..i dunno what i am feeling or going to do right now..well other than talk to u..the thing is..i dunno..i feel all mixd up..like i'm in this nvr ending maze..dunno which way to head now..no directions..n i'm all alone..it's like wherever i go there is this prob obstructing me..
angel wished upon a star at 21:46
u noe what?!he replied!!to the mail..well he didn't exactly noe what i was toking abt..then i told him AGAIN..wahas..these are his 2 replies:
1)uh val ah i juz got to read ur very blush-ful email n i dunno wad u are toking abt lor.. hahaha can u refresh my memory please? n i duno wad r u sooooo embarassed about.. haix..girls.. =) my reply: 1)uh..this is so crazy tt i have to repeat it again..dunno if i shld but oh wells..uh..it's like this. one day i was so feeling so wild and so crazy tt i sent u this mail..saying..uh..saying tt i had this c..cru..crush on you..and i dunno if it's gone..*winces*damn i feel like such a fool..ARGH!as in like why did i have to tell you right..but then again i cld have not answered u right?! but then it wldn't be right..mann..sorry ah..feeling damn jittery now..so talking in circles..yeah..uh..oh yah..was at my sister's p 6 graduation last night and all the pasyt yr's feeling during the graduation came streaming back..*sighs* i saw qt a few girls crying..so sad..n cat high n st nix, brother-sister sch?! feels weird tho it doesn't really affect me..anyway,o'levels will be over soon right?or is urs over?so u think u'll do well?will be praying for you..oh yah n uh..just ferget abt the top part larh..damn malu..n uh..nicole noes..but i told her a different version..as in uh..i sort of lied..uh..yeah..oh..my cat died..damn sad..so um tt's all i guess..n thanx um fer uh replying..yeah.. his reply: u are funny la.. u still have a crush on me meh? i dun tink so lorx n y u nv tell me earlier har..? hahaha newae thnx for like-ing me.. yah..and right, jeffrey's frd benjamin? yah. he added me to his contact list and he says he wld like to noe me. well, so he has been upgraded frm 'dunno who' to 'i noe who'.lols..my days are getting betta..since i told tt thing to get lost..i had this super hunch benjamin like..ok sort of wanted to noe me alreddy..i just have this feel..like with him?i felt too..and tt thing?i felt too..wahahas..i feel..lalalas..((:oh wells..ma2ma3's over at our hse now..playing jackpot online..damn cute((:had a wonderful lunch..and will have a wonderful dinner!i wanna meet him online..or perhaps in person! wahas..idiotic me..-sighs- he said i sounded constipated..coz i was so nervous right after sending him the mail..but it soon got betta lah..oh wells shal stop here now.. i feel you..-rolls eyes and chortles- oh wells..bye for nows dearies.. angel wished upon a star at 07:24 18 November 2003
feel like a rubber band who's lost it's elasticity..mum being the one who puts pressure and me being the one who kant retaliate coz i dun have the power..yeah..droning on abt netball again..u see i saw miss chee today..felt all sad again..i thot i was recovering frm the lost of netball already -giggles- no wait!! since when did i giggle?!oh wells..anw, yeah..miss netball all over again..tho i think i'm beginning to like being part of the band and playing beautiful [well not exactly] music..i think i'm beginning to prefer playing the instru to having drills! i must be going bonkers tho i must admit it's getting funnerer each time i improve on my sight-reading..coz i get to play n so have..sth to do?lols..did i tell u i replied the mail he sent measking if hewas bugging me?i said yeah n tt i wanted to quit the game lols..feel so damn qing song noww..oh yarh..mum bought two 21-speeder mountain bikes frm giant on sat.oh yarh n hedin come on sat -wipes perspiration n sighs- was feeling all dizzy coz was afraid..-smiles sheepishly-jie's prom dress is done!!she had it tailor-made.qt veh pretty..in her fav colour too!deep turqoise..it just lks blue green to me..but wadeva..she likes it sounding classy let her have it her classy way...I did the drawing for the tailor ok..hahas..sorry arh..ego suddenly shot up..-rolls eyes n sighs-dun wanna go fer band camp..-sighs-I MISS NETBALL!!!!collected report bk larh but nth much lorh..only collected report bk..my overall % was 71.6((:-grins broadly- qt happy..tho cld have been higher..no mention of class whatsoeva?!30 dec then we'll noe..-sighs- shall stop here..going to sch tmr to help w the p6 graduation decoration.voluteered to help mumsie dear..wahh..i want netball...-sobs- wahh!! -snorts- poor miss chee..oh wells..the rubberband who has lost it's elasticity will sign off for nows..bye dearies n lurve yer all cept YOU
angel wished upon a star at 13:09 14 November 2003
hellooo...but gtg off real soon..was talking ter deborah..oh wells..yay!!tmr's the day! report bk collection day!! oh no...-moans- i've gone seriously bonkers..DUN DRAG ME OFF TO WOODBRIDGE!I'M FINE!REALLY?!-screams hysterically- wadeva..?!-rolls eyes..- gtg really..nights to one n all beeeeeg hugggg n loads of muax..
angel wished upon a star at 13:46 13 November 2003
hellooo..u noe all the quizes i did sound really nice right?almost like i'm supposed to b this grt gurl whom evrybody lurves..i have trouble believing..as in like..i'm not crazy larh..not wanting to sound grt n evryth but..hm..just seems weird to sound almost perfect..but m really damn glad the quiz made me a "goddess of the stars" lols..it's really so pretty and all..u noe what gd news i have? i've done 7 written works!!so super guai right?! kant stand myself but i haven't done sch hols hw..-smile sheepishly- ahahs..kant wait fer 14 nov!!oh wells..goddess of the star signs off for now!!lols..
angel wished upon a star at 07:35 12 November 2003  Protector The ULTIMATE personality test brought to you by Quizilla serious?ok.. angel wished upon a star at 16:01  Ichi - "That one with wisdom" Sponsored by www.life-blood.cjb.net What would your Japanese name be? (female) brought to you by Quizilla whoa!!cool~lols angel wished upon a star at 15:55  <<>>???What Kind Of Angel R You???<<>>( Anime Pics ) brought to you by Quizilla i m?ok.. angel wished upon a star at 13:27  -Perfect- You're the perfect girlfriend. Which means you're rare or that you cheated :P You're the kind of chick that can hang out with your boyfriend's friends and be silly. You don't care about presents or about going to fancy placed. Hell, just hang out. You're just happy being around your boyfriend. What Kind of Girlfriend Are You? brought to you by Quizilla hahas..relleh?but i dun got a bf so whoever gets me muz be SO fortunate lols..oh wells..is this just plain crap or what? angel wished upon a star at 13:18
damn.. not all my posts r up..n i haven't learnt how to link n evryth..urgh!!y m i so damnit slow..i wanna go back in time..[?]but do i really want to? i dunno..i need reassurance.. i think i want to join church youth grp if can n allowed..aiyah u two behind there!! stop squabbling larh!! urgh..jay is so pung sai cute?!?!-sighs contentedly- i hate u.u wasted my damn time n left awful memories which i wince at n wished nvr happened evrytime i think abt it! stinking creature!!!!ARGH!!
eat ur pung sai, smell ur pee. kill ur brain cells if u've got any!! hahas..yes i am so damn mad at tt creature?!seriously?!but m glad tt ive got NEW frds!! i SoO kant wait for 14 nov!!!so tt i'll noe what n who's class i'll be in n how damnit badly i did fer eoys..damn sadd larh..-sighs- i wanna go fer catechism..n no i m not crazy..i miss netball..-sniffles- i really do larh..-sniffles louder- i need it..-cries- i've gone crazily madd..damn i'm so sadd..n tt's so sadd..i've not done a single hols hw..ARGH!! wth is wrong with my stinking brains?!i need someone.. val, val, val..oh wells -sighs- i feel like i'm in this nvr ending maze..seriously..i dunno which way to head to now..cld u tell me pls? i guess i m..r st nix gurls really pompous?nvr thot abt it until shaun raised it..aiyah..but my reply was not all..it's the truth..[?]i seriously need someone..wahh...oh wells..really am going to stop noww..nites dearies n lurve yer all.. angel wished upon a star at 12:30
hihis..i had So much fun [?] on sunday?!oh n i sent him the mail n i got a new phone..3100..aiyah muz save money mah..oh wells..tt's all i guess nites..
angel wished upon a star at 12:01 11 November 2003  Goddess of the stars. you stand for beuty and light. You also love to twinkle! What beutiful goddess are you?(with anime pics!) brought to you by Quizilla omgosh?!serious?!evryth i'd wish for!!yayy!! angel wished upon a star at 21:30  SELENE: You are selene! Beautiful, vivacious, fierce and seductive, Selene vowed she would destroy Lycans after her family was murdered by the werewolves. So ruthless is she that selene is a member of the Death Dealers. This elite Vampire warrior class's mission is to make the Lycans extinct. This 127-year-old "aggressive hunter of the underworld" combines a mastery of ancient weaponry with modern pleasures, such as driving Jaguars and using computers. However, Selene's ambitions are suppressed by Kraven. She longs for Viktor's reawakening so that he becomes the Vampire's regent once again. Ever wish you could be a vampire? href="http://quiz.ravenblack.net/blood.pl?biter=Archangel">Then Click Here to become a Vampire! Which UNDERWORLD character are you? brought to you by Quizilla whoa..cool.. angel wished upon a star at 21:19 08 November 2003
this is weird. really weird. well almost tooo stupid.so i am not supposed to read her darned diaryland thingy n she put it up there for the world to see? seriously there has to be sth wrong w her little brain there..i mean as in..the whole world but i her sibling am not allowed to read?!?! well i m glad i more seeopen than her!(hahas..translated directly frm mandarin) check this out:
I was there sitting and thinking about the things people said to me. One of which that stubbornly stuck in my mind, as I was trying to think of something else, was what adults always told children, “Don’t you understand why you were created with two ears and only one mouth? It is to show you that you are supposed to listen more than you should speak!” I always nodded my head in exasperation even though I might not have been listening but I guess I subconsciously remembered it. I started thinking about it. So, we have two ears because they are meant to be used more? But my argument is that we have two ears because they are planted, or so to speak, at the sides of our heads. Definitely we need two for if somebody sat on my right side and spoke to me when I only had my ear on my left; I would not be able to hear then! Now, we need only one mouth because it is in the middle of our faces, so no matter where anyone is standing, be it on the left or the right, one could hear us speak! I smiled to myself thinking how clever I was to think of something like this but soon furrowed my brows. If I thought about it again, my argument would seem silly. If our ears were found on the sides of our heads so that we needed two, it brought us back to square one-we were supposed to listen more than to speak. I sighed. It now became like the trick question where whether the chicken or the egg came first. Even though scientifically the egg should have come first. It often felt like this for example when we were going out and Mum told us to get ready so that we can beat the traffic if we were earlier. I always thought to myself, “What if other people thought the same? Wouldn’t there be a traffic jam as well? But then again if the people thought that everyone thought the same way I did, everyone would stay home and leave the house later to avoid the traffic.” Now this is starting to get confusing even for myself. Anyway, this train of thoughts would go on in an irritating circular track until I became fed up and stopped thinking about it all together. However, every time my parents told us to get ready quickly, this confusing train of thoughts would come streaming into my mind again. Another example of a silly trick question where it made you think in circles until you went dizzy was like this. There is this square with the sentence, “All sentences in this square are false” in it. I kept thinking about it day and night but I just could not find the answer until one day I forgot about it all together again. I found out that this was called a paradox, or what the Greek philosophers called antimony. It was such a great finding. A really clever person to have thought of it but then again was it chanced upon? Oh no…not another puzzling question! I had better stop here for fear that if I go on more questions will come up and my poor puzzled mind shall think in circles from now on! so proud of meself!!yeah..part of the 40 written work i'm supposed to do..did 4 reddy..10 times more to go!!-sighs- yep..must add oil!!cristal still hasn't discussed?!i think can fuggeddid liao larh..oh wells..but damn sadd a bit right??LURVE JAY!!argh!!-faints and regains consciousness to continue blogging- hahas..mums making kaya..oooh lurvaly..lols..oh wells..shall go continue me kitty drawing kayy..tell you how it came out soon..well as soon as i finish it tt is..oh wells..lurve yer one and all.. angel wished upon a star at 15:18  A GARAGE-GURL. Youre into loud music, hot guys and wild fashions. Youre most at ease when youve got all your mates around you and you like to party. Boys are a game and youre always on the ball because you make sure youre always number one. Your virtues: Confidence, fun nature, sociability. Your flaws: Loudness, jealous tendency, need for attention. What kind of girl are you? brought to you by Quizilla i am?ok.. angel wished upon a star at 10:44  My inner child is sixteen years old!
angel wished upon a star at 10:27  Your element is Air. You are an artistic person with a unique sense of style. You are intelligent; although prone to wonder in thought which, prevents you from paying full attention to most things, constantly active and most likely like to sing. Constantly moving the air is a force of nature. One moment you can be a breeze the next a tornado. What's your element brought to you by Quizilla angel wished upon a star at 03:40  You are a true nature girl! Which Ultimate Beautiful Woman are You? brought to you by Quizilla angel wished upon a star at 03:35 07 November 2003
oh wells..nights fer now n i'm sorry..but i like him..not you..but damn y did u hafta be so nice..i feel like a jerk..tho i'd gladly call u the one coz it was you..damn confused right now..this is starting to get scary..like..-sighs but i dunno y..thot it'd be grt but it din turn out the way i thot it wld i guess..sorry i'm not replying but..i..dunno if i shld..i dunno if i shld give u false hopes nemores..yeah..um..oh wells..lurve yer one and all..
angel wished upon a star at 19:47  You're Most Like The Season Winter ... You're often depicted as the cold, distant season. But you're incredibly intelligent, mature and Independant. You have an air of power around you - and that can sometimes scare people off. You're complex, and get hurt easily - so you rarely let people in if you can help it. You can be somewhat of a loner, but just as easily you could be the leader of many. You Tend to be negative, and hard to relate to, but you give off a relaxed image despite being insecure - and secretly many people long to be like you, not knowing how deep the Winter season really is. Well done... You're the most inspirational of seasons :) ?? Which Season Are You ?? brought to you by Quizilla hahas..sorry arh..suddenly became quizilla crazy.. angel wished upon a star at 19:10  Waterfall ?? Which Natural Wonder Or Disaster Are You ?? brought to you by Quizilla whoa..tt's pretty.. angel wished upon a star at 19:06  You're Jazz! You're always capture attention by doing amazing splits and turns! You always love to have fun, and are never boring to be around. You have a ton of energy, and were pretty much put on this earth to dance. Just give it a little rest though. There's no need to do stag- open leaps in the middle of the street. Which Type of Dance are You? brought to you by Quizilla haha..right..?? angel wished upon a star at 18:54  What Finding Nemo Character are You? brought to you by Quizilla angel wished upon a star at 18:48  You charming girl, you're Rose McGowan. What sexy girl are you brought to you by Quizilla oh my gosh?!hahas..serious..?!hm..was thinking this was qt accurate until this.. angel wished upon a star at 18:40  You have an entrancing kiss~ the kind that leaves your partner bedazzled and maybe even feeling he/she is dreaming. Quite effective; the kiss that never lessens and always blows your partner away like the first time. What kind of kiss are you? brought to you by Quizilla hm..?lols.. angel wished upon a star at 11:47  Aphrodite/Eros ?? Which Of The Greek Gods Are You ?? brought to you by Quizilla angel wished upon a star at 11:46 
ARGH!!so cute..-faints- angel wished upon a star at 07:36  
English Name: Jay Chou Chinese Name: 周杰倫 Nickname: Director Chou (周董) Date of Birth: January 18, 1979 Place of Birth: Taiwan, Taipei Blood Type: O Birthplace: Taiwan Chinese Zodiac: Year of the Horse Horoscope: Capricorn Height: 173 cm Weight: 60 kg Shoe Size: 10.5 Languages: Mandarin, Taiwanese Education: 1997 High school (music major) Weird Habit: Doesn't like wearing underwear Strengths: Compose, write songs and play basketball Music Instruments: Piano, cello, guitar, jazz drum Favourite Sports: Basketball, exercise, practise nun-chuks Slogan: Diao bu diao (屌不屌) Family Situation: Only son, Father (Biology teacher), Mother (Middle School fine arts teacher) Friends in the Industry: Luo Zhi Xiang (Xiao Zhu), Liu Geng Hong Dream when he was Little: To be Bruce Lee First Love: The girl in next door's class in High School The Type of Girl he Likes: Long haired, oval face, classic beauty Agent: Jacky Wu Person he is most thankful to: Jacky Wu Best Writing Partner: Vincent Fang Most Respected People: Maternal grandmother, mother, father Music Style: R&B Favourite Comic: Doraemon Favourite Movie: Any cartoon by Miyazaki Hayao Favourite Music: R&B and hip-hop (actually he likes any kind of music) Favourite Clothing: Natural, comfortable, hip-hop (Simple T-shirt and shorts, not much different to people on the street) Favourite Colour: Blue Favourite Food: Fried chicken, anything to do with chicken steak and chicken (he especially likes Hong Kong Tai Ping Guan's Swiss chicken wings), also he likes to drink sweet things Favourite Musicians: Frederick Chopin, Li Si Te, YO-YO Ma Favourite Actor/actress: Jet Li Favourite Basketball Player: Michael Jordan Favourite Artist: Usher, Babyface Most Want to Visit Place: The feeling of France is very romantic, but if there's a chance he'll go to Shanghai or Beijing Good Qualities: Strong ability to compose songs and write lyrics. The new e-generation musician Ambition: Travel to every corner of the world Jay Dislikes about Himself: He is shy and soft-hearted Favourite Things: Cap, different kinds of musical instrument, black peoples' music, silverware, chewing gum Collects: Sports shoes, caps and different metal plates (door plates, license plates and commercial boards) Hobbies: Writing songs, watch movies, play basketball, play video games Work Experience: 1997 DW Italian resturant piano player Ambition before Releasing an Album: Piano teacher, music in movies First Lyrics and Composition: In high school, song was called "Everlasting" First Published Song: "Three Nights, Three Days" First Individual Album: "Jay" published by BMG November 2000 angel wished upon a star at 07:08
Ni ting de dao
Composer: Jay Chou Lyricist: Zeng Yu Ting you shui neng bei wo zhi dao ni de wen rou xiang yu mao mi mi tang zai wo huai bao zhi you ni neng ting de dao hai you mei you ren zhi dao ni de wei xiao xiang yong bao duo xiang cang zhe ni de hao zhi you wo kan de dao zhan zai wu ding zhi dui feng shuo bu xiang bei zuo you ben lai tao yan xia yu de tian kong zhi dao ting jian you ren shuo ai wo zuo zai dian ying yuan de er lou kan ren qun zou guo zen me na yi tian de wo men dou mo mo de wei xiao hen jiu wo xiang wo shi tai guo yi lai zai gua dian hua de gang cai jian chi xue dan chun de xiao hai jing jing kan shou zhe fen ai zhi dao bu neng tai yi lai pa ni hui ba wo chong huai ni de xiang wei yi zhi pai huai wo she bu de li kai wo xiang wo shi tai guo yi lai zai gua dian hua de gang cai jian chi xue dan chun de xiao hai wo she bu de li kai me all time fav. song!! 
angel wished upon a star at 06:58
Recently, Jay was diagnosed to have hereditary immune system illness "hereditary ankylosing spondylitis". Because of this he was exempt from the duty of joining the military service. According to reports, this kind of illness outbreaks around 20~40 year olds, once the illness goes into the final phase the whole body will become stiff like a corpse. The sufferer will not be able to freely walk; Jay's uncle has the same illness as him. Jay emphasised that he is currently relying on antibiotic medicine, painkillers and stomach drugs to ease the symptoms of the illness, but he will still often feel the pain of his backbone.
Jay likes to collect different caps. Because he thinks that the bridge of caps is very long, it has the wonderful thing of having the same results as sunglasses but with a different approach, it can cover half of his face. "If I lowered my head, then others cannot see my face, my expression, I also don't have to look at others." Jay explained. When Jay was little, his mother could see he had a lot of musical talent, she urged him to play the piano. "Mother had very strict demands for me! Every time I practise playing the piano, she would hold a stick standing behind me. If you said that my musical base is very tight, it is definitely forced out by that stick." The first musical instrument Jay learnt was the cello. Thinking back to the reason why Jay chose the cello, Jay said without changing his natural male colours: "That time, I saw a very beautiful female teacher play "Twinkle Star Variation", so I decided to choose the cello!" Jay has dated 8 times He said that he himself in school always had medium homework, his personality was average, the only weapon that moved girls was music. The time that he made a girl most moved was - he wrote a song for a girl he went out with when he was in a chorus competition, when it was her birthday, he sang and played in for her. Without saying anything, his girlfriend naturally was moved to the point of crying like raining! To the messy love rumours of the outside world, since Jay does not admit it, he will not deny it, only gently say: "I really like Jolin Choi, I often transfer the dolls the fans give me to her. But when you talk about my other half, I hope she is a person outside the circle, this way the pressure we bear will be much less. But, if in the future I do not meet a better girl, I might be with Jolin Choi." angel wished upon a star at 06:35 06 November 2003 
1. Childhood nickname? Black Wheel (黑輪) 2. Favourite subject when you were a student? P.E. (Physical Education) 3. Most hated subject? Maths 4. The school rule you broke the most? Having hair too long 5. When you were in education, the institutes you participated in? Basketball 6. What was your "My Wish" paper at that time? Musician 7. Your most naughty experience of playing a trick on someone? Scaring people 8. The reason for telling lies to your parents for the first time? Playing video games and not going home 9. The thing that made your parents the happiest? Winning gold song award 10. The thing that made your parents the saddest? Can't think of one 11. The reason for being hit by your parents for the first time? Not being obedient when he was little 12. The first time going home late and time? Playing video games 13. The reason for turning against your good friend for the first time? Girl in primary school 14. The reason for being betrayed by your friend for the first time? None 15. When was the first time when you knew about knowledge of sex? Middle school 16. When did he have your first love? 15 17. Please describe the outward appearance and character of your first love? Long haired, thin 18. What are the most touching words? When getting an award 19. The first love song you sang with your lover? Jacky Cheung's song 20. What was the first present you got from your lover? Forgotten 21. What was the first present you gave to your lover? Forgotten 22. What present do you want to receive most from your lover? Dish cooked personally by her 23. What was the first film you saw with your lover? Love In July 7th 24. Place of first kiss? My home 25. What was the most hurtful thing you have heard? Mum and dad scolding 26. The reason for breaking up you hate most? No feeling 27. Have you ever tried to make the first move to chase after the opposite sex? Yes 28. How many love letters have you received? OK 29. The reason for the first time you cried for your lover? Break up 30. What was you most failure at kissing? OK 31. Which part of you do you like most to be kiss by your lover? Face 32. Which part do you look at from first glance in the opposite sex? Eyes 33. Please place love, family, friends and career in order? 3, 1, 4, 2 34. Which point do you yourself think is the most attracting to others? Piano creativity 35. How would you pass the days when you have lost love? Do exercise 36. What was your first holiday job? Pianoist 37. How much was your wage? TW$600 / 3 hours 38. How did you celebrate? Spent it 39. If you weren't a star, what career would you choose? Teach children to play the piano 40. What was your first fan's name? Only remembers the fan studied at Fu-jen University 41. If you run into some unhappy times in work, how would you face it? Firstly endure it 42. What award do yo want to win the most? Producer, best musical creation 43. Who is your best friend in the circle? Liu Geng Hong, Luo Zhi Xiang 44. What age do you hope to retire? 40~50 45. After you retire what kind of a life do you want to live? Peaceful 46. In the future after you get married, how many kids do you want to have? 2~3 47. If you had plastic surgery which part would you have it on? None 48. Which dish are you best at cooking? Fried eggs 49. A recent happy thing? Performing in Hong Kong 50. Where do you want to move to live the most? Small island 51. Which stage of your life do you want to experience again the most? Middle school 52. Which friend, that you have lost contact with, do you want to meet up with again? Primary school friend 53. What age do you want to get married? 30 angel wished upon a star at 15:18 05 November 2003
i'm not so sure abt this whole thing..abt me going to put my feelings up..it seems weird that i might b putting my most private stuff, sth i'd probably guard with my life or blow my top when a sibling or even a parent read it if i wrote it down in my diary, for the world to see..i dunno if i'm reddy..it sure sounds foolish and all since i've decided to blogg..but..well..just ain't sure..rather boring day todae..nth much..started off with compo..have to finish AT LEAST 40 written work by end of Jan 2004. sounds a whole loadaf work..yeah..it is..lols..so i hope it'll come out good ((: netball fanatic? dream on!..i'm MORE than just tt..-sighs- still..aiyah..it's gonna be boring if all i blog is abt netball right?but..i just cant get it out of my head..-winks to u noe who- no seriously..-sighs- how wonderful it'd be if the stars were really flickering for me yeah..oh wells..but it flickers for everybody..n i shan't be selfish..((: fan's whirring behind me..dad's toking to sis..he's away enjoying..i'm here rotting away frm boredom..bro's in the rm chanting silly verses of a foreign language to all sane pple..mum's out fetching elder sis..n the fan is still whirring behind me..shld i go fer batik workshop tmr?dear ms shanta is conducting..or shld i stay home n sleep my life away n let my guts rot?betta do sth beautiful than end up gruesome anyways..oh wells..i'll consider either options..i lve stars eva so much..-sighs- miss Button dearie..wanna stroke him..n hug him..n tell him i love him over n over again..-cries- love his tail ever so much..Button!thump Button! thump..ah..those were the gd old daes when Button swished his lovely expressive tail..i miss..primary sch life..where dawdling along was fine..unlike the hectic secondary sch life where evryth seems to be in a rush..with sth coming right after another..there's no breathing space..what with CCAs n other activities, hw n all..i cant imagine what it is like to be in the working society..too scary..how do i keep myself sane..even roadsweepers who seem to have the easiest job have to think abt earning enuff for themselves n/or their families..oh well..such is the cruelty of the outside world..but surely one may find solace n destressing in an activity or in activities..listen to soothing music perhaps..oh wells..shall stop now..lurve yer one and all..
angel wished upon a star at 14:53 
ain't tt cute??omgosh!! angel wished upon a star at 08:13 04 November 2003
oh wells this is it
angel wished upon a star at 15:25
you noe..i'm damnit sad..tt i karn join netball? gotta get stuck with darned band..bleahh..yeuchh..stupid thing abt cca being so imptt..if not i'd be in netball..i've let miss chee down..disappointed her thoroughly..sheesh!i really do lurve netball with all me heart..i really do!i'd give anyth to join netball but still..gotta listen ter mummy dear yeah..hafter..there's no choice..if u gave me $100 with a trombone n a mere netball, i'd definitely choose the netball. i'm not sure if this whole decision of mum's is for the very best..but i noe my heart's desire..NETBALL..
angel wished upon a star at 04:38
sheesh..u noe wad i cant make up my mind abt whether i shld use this skin or the other..both r beautiful..guess i'll use the other one larh..oh wells..
angel wished upon a star at 04:08
hey!how come i cant see it now..-frowns
angel wished upon a star at 03:45
what is happening??how come it just won't come out right..-pulls hair out-
angel wished upon a star at 03:40
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